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Not The Best, But Unlike The Rest





Wanted to update this bastard.

.......

That is all.
 
 
Location In Your Mom's Pants: Home
Ears Bleeding To: CaramellDansen~Caramell
 
 
Not The Best, But Unlike The Rest
20 October 2008 @ 06:26 pm
You know, sometimes I have to ask myself if I'm making the right choices. Not just, "Oh, should I or should I not eat this candy bar?" (Which we all know the answer to is a resounging YES), but on the more serious stuff.

I am going through a time of great confusion and uncertainty, and I often look back on all the things I've done, and forward to all the things I want to do, and I have to ask myself if I'm doing the right things.

Not just if I'm doing things to hurt others, but if I'm doing things to hurt myself in the long run. I've been told I don't think about myself and my needs enough, go figure.

A few of the things I worry about are...

Should I be feeling the things I'm feeling?

Can I trust myself to trust anyone, and then can I trust myself to make it out in one peice when it all falls apart like I keep waiting for?

Should I be trusting the people I'm trusting?

Can I really be getting into something good for once? Or am I setting myself up for yet another killing blow?

Should I be letting myself be a happy as I've been getting lately?

Should I be letting myself get as miserable as I've been getting?

And mostly..... should I be worrying about the things I'm worrying about?



Siiiigh. Long-winded personal posts FTW.
 
 
Location In Your Mom's Pants: Home
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Ears Bleeding To: Where I Stood~Missy Higgins
 
 
Not The Best, But Unlike The Rest
03 October 2008 @ 09:32 pm
Go here. http://lokistrom.deviantart.com/

He is the bestsest.

And he's even made ME look good.

IMPOSSIBILITY FACTOR SHATTERED! WEEP WEEP!

What else? Um. Not much has happened, really. I've been working. Been sleeping. Been NOT drawing. Been...... working even more.

That's about it.

Yeah.
 
 
Location In Your Mom's Pants: Home
Feeling Kinda: complacentWoot.
Ears Bleeding To: All I Want Is You~Barry Louis Polisar
 
 
Not The Best, But Unlike The Rest
31 August 2008 @ 10:08 pm
Was my birthday today.




It was the suck.




Only one more year until I can drink until I can't find my face, at least. That makes it a little better.
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Feeling Kinda: crankyFuck It
Ears Bleeding To: Razed In Black~Oh My Goth!
 
 
Not The Best, But Unlike The Rest
21 May 2008 @ 11:31 pm

Got a new camera. That is all.
 
 
Location In Your Mom's Pants: Home
Feeling Kinda: contentHeeeyyyyy
Ears Bleeding To: Wytches Brew~Omnia
 
 
 
Not The Best, But Unlike The Rest
21 April 2008 @ 09:24 am
AH'M GOIN' TER SHOOT STUFF TODAY. YEEEHAAAAWWW!

I like guns. They are pretty.
 
 
Location In Your Mom's Pants: Room
Feeling Kinda: mischievousShooty-Bang-Bang
Ears Bleeding To: ABBA~Take A Chance On Me
 
 
Not The Best, But Unlike The Rest
19 April 2008 @ 10:03 pm
SWEET JEZZUS. Excuse the shitty quality, as they were taken with cellphones(Mine and a buddy's).
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All for now.


EDIT: Holy shit I'm pale.
 
 
Location In Your Mom's Pants: Room
Feeling Kinda: jubilantNARF.
Ears Bleeding To: She Likes Me For Me~Everclear
 
 
Not The Best, But Unlike The Rest
15 April 2008 @ 03:07 pm
WOW. So here I was all excited about doing this HUUUGE artpost in celebration of getting my scanner working, and then I come to realize..... I've barely drawn ANYTHING IN FOREVER.

Granted, I've been in a deep, spiraling depression for the last few months, but.... GEEZE. What the fuck have I been DOING?

Oh, well. I'll just have to pick it back up again, I suppose. :: Shrug::

Here's what I DO have.
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ANYWAY. I did something MOST AWESOME yesterday. I got my first tattoo! Hopfully my friend will send the pictures to me soon, and I can show it off! YAY!
 
 
Location In Your Mom's Pants: Room
Ears Bleeding To: Red Dragon Tattoo~Fountains Of Wayne
 
 
Not The Best, But Unlike The Rest
25 March 2008 @ 07:55 pm
OH, FOR FUCK'S SAKE. So, FIRST, I'm looking for my other shoe, of my favorite pair in the WHOLE UNIVERSE. Big ass clomper-stomper step on babies shoes.

Love them.

Going crazy looking for the bastard.

And I end up not finding the shoe, but finding a book I had been looking for forever.

And had, of course, not two days prior, had re-ordered.

ARRRRRGH. DAMMIT, LOKI.



Still looking for shoe. MURMPH.




Oh, well. I'm actually feeling pretty okay today. Been very..... down. Just down.

I guess my fustrated RAGE at not being able to find my shoe helped.

Weird.
 
 
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Feeling Kinda: bouncyHUUUH?!?!
Ears Bleeding To: My Axe~ICP
 
 
Not The Best, But Unlike The Rest
24 March 2008 @ 02:35 pm
I AM PISSY TODAY. JUST..... PISSY. I nearly jumped over the counter to strangle this one dick at work today. WELL EXCUUUUSE THE FUCK OUTTA ME, MR. I'M-GONNA-SPILL-MOTOR-OIL-ON-MYSELF-AND-THEN-GET-MAD-AT-US-BECAUSE-WE-CAN'T-GET-IT-OUT. YOU CAN JUST GO STRAIGHT TO HELL. STRAIGHT. TO. HELL.



PISSY.



...... I feel a little better now.
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Feeling Kinda: aggravatedPISSY
Ears Bleeding To: PISSY MUSIC